If Only

IF ONLY
~Angel~


in the course of my life evryday
i envy the woman whom you are with today
you might not see her everyday
but the ring's existence in your finger says

how i wish i could be her
and be with your side forever
we will then cherish moments together
and exchange warm kisses even longer

but reality surely bites
when you learn to love so light
yet it goes nowhere in sight
and slowly fades in the dark night

how can love be so rude
to think that love should be good
yet pain fills my daily mood
covered with smiles if only I could